I'm scared. I'm afraid.
There are only 3, well more like 2 more days left to my Form 4 Finals Add Math papers.
It's not like I haven't been working. I have. I have been working way harder than compared to when I sat for my last 3 Add Math papers.
That's why I'm scared.
I'm scared that this is just gonna be another slap in the face, telling me "You can't do it."
I'm scared that I'm gonna fail, like how I failed all my other Add Math papers. 3 of them, to be exact.
I'm scared to disappoint. To disappoint everyone: my parents, my sisters, my teachers, Madd, who has used so much of her time to teach me. Most of all, myself.
I'm scared to disappoint myself.
There are only 3, well more like 2 more days left to my Form 4 Finals Add Math papers.
It's not like I haven't been working. I have. I have been working way harder than compared to when I sat for my last 3 Add Math papers.
That's why I'm scared.
I'm scared that this is just gonna be another slap in the face, telling me "You can't do it."
I'm scared that I'm gonna fail, like how I failed all my other Add Math papers. 3 of them, to be exact.
I'm scared to disappoint. To disappoint everyone: my parents, my sisters, my teachers, Madd, who has used so much of her time to teach me. Most of all, myself.
I'm scared to disappoint myself.
I'm scared I may finally have to face the fact that I can't do it.
What if I fail?I don't want to fail. I just want to pass. Of course, an A would be good, but ultimately,
I just want to pass Add Math for the first time in my life.
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I just want to pass Add Math for the first time in my life.
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God, give me strength. Help me! I can't rely on humans forever.